random thoughts on English

I rarely write a composition to express my feeling,esp in English one.The reason why I wouldnt do that is that I really scare to meet my composition writing by some unchangable structures that terriblely make me sick,Im so urgent to meet progress but progress never want to meet me.
just try to count it in mind then its very easy to be found that I have studyed English for almost eleven years,what a big number it is!and i can swear that i can learn anything pretty good in these eleven years but why not English?actually i can figure out that,its the how you learn it decide how well you can do it.
Chinese kind education open a terrible case on English studying,how can one study over 11 years but still cannot say a simple sentence on common use in ordinary life,experts and many other academician have given their explanation,they simply gave a reason that it’s because lacking of practic,but what i see is that students never dig it into their life or,in another words,they never want.
its my first article in my blog and i already feel that im not able to continue,but i will write it as often as i can,and i will try to imiate the way how Times do,pick some words that i never use to use in my article,try some sentence i never use to use in my article.
anyway,thanks to come by,but for your information,here is personal property,and you should leave because its nothing for fun. : )